Peaceful assurance

So here it is. The big day. Whew. I'm finally calming down. Last night we had a family hug/prayer and I felt so loved, by both my family and my Saviour. I know that my life is in His hands and I don't need to fear. I guess I'm mostly worried about the pain and how awful it will be, but I've had pain before that had lasted much longer than this pain will most likely last, so I can do this. *deep breath* *smile*

I know I will probably look somewhat comical, or even gross as I cannot spit out the blood from my mouth...Eww, sounds disgust-o, doesn't it? But, I'm gonna look like a chipmunk for a couple of days...Yippee. But hey, it might make my little brother smile and just seeing his face a lit up with happiness is enough to make me forget any pain or trouble or whatever.

Now...the torture of seeing my family eating breakfast.................
HAHA

Take care all, and thanks so much for the prayers-- they mean so much to me.